I worked cheap airlines ticket hard at reading this year, though flagged the last few months. Still, I m proud of my comparatively long list and hope to keep exercising my ECT-damaged brain in 2013. Maybe, someday, reading will become a pleasure again instead of a chore. One can always dream!
Antonetta, Suzanne. A Mind Apart—Travels in a Neurodiverse World. The first bipolar memoir I read this year, and it was stunning. Written in stream of consciousness leaps that feel like my own brain talking. Aside from her own bipolar experience, Antonetta also explores the concept of neurodiversity, that those of us outside the normal spectrum of brain function actually serve the human race with our unique perspectives.
Behrman, Andy. Electroboy: A Memoir of Mania . This book ought to be subtitled Lack of Insight . I know this is part of the illness. I know self-destructive behavior is a symptom. Maybe I m just angry because I never had the money or connections to build a diving board this big to jump off the deep end.
Brown, Sandra. cheap airlines ticket Rainwater . Brown is one of those successful, heavy-hitter romance writers, but I found this story uninspiring. During the Depression a single mother takes in a terminally ill border. Lots of angst and ugly prejudice, but not much else.
Donovan, Susan. Not That Kind of Girl. My mom thought I d like this modern romance—something to read while I did my laundry. And since I fashion myself as a purveyor of women s porn (fan fiction), I thought I d see how the professionals do it. A predictable story with a spunky heroine, persistent hero and a long, slow build-up to the steamy sex scene. Not bad for girl-porn.
Fry, Stephen. Moab is My Washtub. Audio CD. Okay, this was a cheat. cheap airlines ticket I listened to this brilliant autobiography instead of reading it. But I love Stephen Fry, and I just knew his writing would be erudite, and filled with literary nuance, and—oh, yes—lots of potty humor and wicked British swears. I was right. And even though I didn t have my reading disorder in my way, I still missed half of his references. Which was fine. His voice is golden honey (he voiced all the Harry Potter novels), and his story of growing into his homosexuality and bipolar disorder is poignant and insightful. I don t care that I cheated—I wouldn t have missed this treasure for anything.
Gaddam, Sai and Ogi Ogas. A Billion Wicked Thoughts—What the World s Largest Experiment Reveals About Human Desire. Fascinating cheap airlines ticket study done using the internet as a research tool to probe the world s real expression of desire.
Hornbacher, Marya. Madness: A Bipolar Life. What a shock to read that Hornbacher received electroconvulsive therapy from the same doctor who fried me. But, she remembers it better than I do. She tried a few more ways to kill the pain—anorexia, alcoholism, drug abuse—but her life is my life with all the roller coaster rides and dysfunction. It s not easy being a member of this club.
Jamison, Kay Redfield. An Unquiet Mind. The leading researcher in bipolar disorder tells her own story. Very interesting to get the view of one firmly entrenched in the Western medical model. It slays me how so many of these BP memoirs are of wealthy, successful people. Jamison was crazy as a bedbug, cheap airlines ticket but still managed a mental health clinic, taught students, and vacationed in England. Sooooo not my life.
Lachenmeyer, Nathaniel. The Outsider—A Journey into My Father s Struggle with Madness. cheap airlines ticket A fascinating account of a young man s search to understand cheap airlines ticket his father, who suffered from schizophrenia and died homeless and alone. As the author cheap airlines ticket tracks his father cheap airlines ticket s life from college professor to transient, he adds glimpses of the loving dad he knew as a child. Deft reporting with heart-wrenching personal sorrow.
McGraw, Dr. Phil. The Ultimate Weight Solution—The 7 Keys to Weight Loss Freedom. The right book at the right time for me. Absolutely changed my life. Perhaps it s because Dr. Phil believes cheap airlines ticket self-monitoring is the key to lasting change. Hmmm. Where have I heard that before?
cheap airlines ticket Pratchett, cheap airlines ticket Terry. The Wee Free Men . Part of Pratchett s hugely successful Disc World series, about a world where magic and humor rule. I love this series, especially cheap airlines ticket the books about the witches. This time, a pre-teen witchling does battle with the Queen of the Fairies with the help of tiny, ribald, blue-skinned pictsies. Pandemonium ensues.
Smith, Hilary. Welcome to the Jungle . Less of a bipolar memoir than a survival manual for teens or college-aged folks just diagnosed with the illness. cheap airlines ticket Smith tackles practical matters, like how to secure a safety line when one stops taking meds against doctor s orders (because, let s face it, since the majority cheap airlines ticket of bipolar sufferers go off their meds at some time in their lives, teens and twenty-somethings will absolutely do it). Very reader-friendly.
Sting. Broken Music . I love Sting s music, so was delighted to find his memoir just as lyrical and engaging. He creates cheap airlines ticket a lovely, layered narrative that weaves together his struggle to deal with his parents deaths, his uncomfortable childhood, and his early success. A beautiful book.
Wiggs, Susan. The Firebrand. This historical romance takes place around the time of the Great Chicago Fire of 1871. The heroine is an early suffragette, the hero a conservative banker. cheap airlines ticket What I liked best was the author s ability cheap airlines ticket to weave a romance cheap airlines ticket between these two without compromising the heroine s principles or zeal. Well done and historically interesting.
Wiggs, Susan. Lakeside cheap airlines ticket Cottage . Another modern romance from my mom s library. This author tells a good story. The hero saved the President cheap airlines ticket from a bomb threat and has to deal with the media blitz. He hides out at the lake, where the heroine is vacationing with her special needs son and recovering from losing her job. Too much talking during the sex scenes, though—there is a point where conversation cheap airlines ticket must cease!
Most of the books I start, I can t finish. It s the nature of my particular reading cheap airlines ticket disability (thank you, ECT). My eyes go jiggy, or something in the text jump-starts cheap airlines ticket my anxiety, or the print is too small and feral. But, sometimes I don t finish a book just because I don t like it. Those are the ones I want to list. And since I didn t think about doing this until October, the list will be short (I hope).
Fisher, Carrie. The Best Awful . I so wanted to enjoy this book. I love Carrie Fisher s humor. And I have dreams of writing a novel with a bipolar heroine, so I thought this would be a great example cheap airlines ticket of how that might be done. Maybe I ve read too many bipolar memoirs. Maybe I ve gotten cheap airlines ticket intolerant and self-righteous about how hard one must work to manage a mental illness. Whatever the reason, I could not stand the protagonist. She s just another self-indulgent, cheap airlines ticket rich and pampered crazy person without a smidge of insight. Boring .
Martin, Michael A. and Andy Mangeles. Star Trek Enterprise: Kobayashi cheap airlines ticket Maru. This is the writing team sanctioned to author most, if not all, the Star Trek: Enterprise novels cheap airlines ticket for Pocket Books. And it burns my ass. While they re great at getting the historical facts of the show correct, they stink at capturing the characters. And their run-on sentences make me throw their novels across the room in frustration. Repeatedly. I gave up on this one when T Pol and Malcolm strayed so far off-character I couldn t suspend my disbelief any further. Clearly , I could do a better job. Hrumph!
Walker, Alice. Anything We Love Can Be Saved . I know Alice Walker is a national treasure. Her work is true literature. This book of essays is focused on her activism. Like politics, activism makes me uncomfortable. While I believe strongly in working for a better world, a fairer world, a healthier cheap airlines ticket world, most activists I ve met or read scare me. The gleam is a little too bright cheap airlines ticket in their eyes; the words a bit too angry. This is one of those books.
Cameron, Julia. God is Not a Laughing Matter. The author of The Artists Way talks about her spiritual path and offers exercises and journaling questions to help others do the same. Unfortunately, she bashes meditation and vegetarianism (guess she had some experiences with extremists ), which completely turned me off. I love her books on creativity, but this one is defensive and fearful. A huge disappointment.
Dear dear SandySue Person of So Much Interest/Interestingness to me who shares .OOPS, way too long of a run-on sentence was beginning to happen plus, it sounds a little like FanWorship which I utterly abhor (pretty much any Worshipworship).Thank you so much for your reading lists, both. Points out to me what I was beginning to suspect that I haven t been reading for many months, a big part of my mental life abandoned or resting or ok, I ll do my self-monitoring in private on this. I am very quietly cheeks-alternatingly-squeezing happy (lower, not facial) that I asked my diagnosed young neice-in-law if I may fwd your blog to her. Guess you don t need to know this, and, certainly, no pressure to perform (am I speaking from my own anxieties, duh?). I particularly wanted to share your Mind Map thank you very much.LindaLinnie (am changing my names from post to post till I settle, maybe?)
cheap airlines ticket I was at least pleased to find one book on your list that I had read; #8, An Unquiet Mind. I read the book some years back and realized it perfectly described a family member. It did help me have new understanding. I love your style in reviewing these books! I appreciated especially, the details of what you didn t care for on the Books I Couldn t Finish list. Nice post and great reviews!
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